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I am a Sociopath,with Social Anxiety Disorder.

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"It's common to refer to them as unsocialized,but the dissocial sociopath does socialize to the mores and values of a dissocial out group,like a gang.Sociopaths identify and hold an allegiance with a dissocial,outcast,or predatory subculture,as long as it runs counter to established authority.They are capable of intense loyalty within these subcultures."

"In a world full of fears,perhaps the worst one a human being should have is that to be afraid of his fellow man.The human that should be most feared is the one that has Anti-Social Personality Disorder or in psychology terms the sociopath".
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Characteristic List:

Glib
Deceitful
Impulsive
Superficial
Manipulative
Irresponsible
Easily annoyed
Easily angered
Lack of remorse
Lack of empathy
Easily frustrated
Constantly irritable
Disregards social norms
Have a grandiose self image
Incapable of experiencing guilt
Disregards the rights of other people
Unable to maintain enduring relationships
Had serious problems as a child and teenager
Shows callous unconcern from other's feelings
Blame others or rationalize antisocial behavior
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ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER(Sociopath)

The behavior of a sociopath is so close to normal it is extremely hard to diagnose.The diagnoses of a sociopath is extremely difficult because they have so many mental problems to contend with the complete diagnoses might not occur.If a person is diagnosed with Anti-Social Personality Disorder it is very hard to treat them and there is no cure for their behavior.The sociopath is very intelligent and knows how to manipulate people into thinking they are normal and that is when they work their magic.Beneath the mask of sanity a sociopath is full of tension,hostility,irritability,rage,emptiness and sadness at the core of the sociopathic personality.Sociopaths derive strong,yet non perverse gratification from harming others.When a sociopath is attacking someone they will inflict more pain if the victim fights back.They like to hurt,frighten,tyrannize,bully,and manipulate.They do it for a sense of power and control,and will often only drop subtle hints about what they are up to.They polish their aggressive,domineering manner in such a way to disguise any intimidation others might feel.A sociopath gets great gratification in the act of hurting someone for absolutely no reason.The sociopath will in most cases become violent and abuse drugs and alcohol to facilitate the violent behavior.The violence in many cases is the result of sub-conscious decisions that might lead to murdering or assaulting someone for no reason.The lack of moral development lets the person feel no guilt or pain for what they did and quite possibly feel great about their actions.When they hurt a person a sociopath might think they had it coming.When a sociopath is punished they have no feeling of regret because no matter how cruel or selfish the behavior is,they feel it is justified.Everything and everybody else is mentally twisted around in their minds as objects to be used in fulfilling their own needs and desires.They often believe they are doing something good for society,or at least nothing that bad.Their style is to systematically go about sabotaging the ideas of others to get their ideas in place.They are usually effective at getting their way,and are especially vindictive if resisted or crossed.A sociopath is a person that acts against society and their sole purpose it seems is to act against the law.They especially enjoy and take pride in bending or breaking the rules.They live in a shell.They have a cold,callous attitude toward human suffering or any social problem in the society they live in.They just don't care because it's outside their range of empathy.Most will believe they are justified in this because they feel they were cheated in some way themselves by society,and a few will be more than happy to rant and rave about it to anyone who listens.Underneath it all,they would like to see nothing better than all of society destroyed.They seem to continually fall upon bad luck and bad companions,however,While they will complain that none of this is their fault,behind it all is a kind of self-defeating mechanism in the poor choices they made themselves.A sociopath has little self regard for themselves and pays little attention to their own personal safety.They are not ashamed by the same things most of the population would be ashamed of,taking pleasures and gratifying impulses at every opportunity.They have quite active sex lives.They will show more emotion toward their pet or a personal artifact than toward a person.They tend to have short lasting relationships if they are capable of having a relationship at all.As a spouse the sociopath can be glib,superficial,manipulative,dishonest,abusive and unfaithful.Dating and marriage relationships will be very barren and empty.They have superior intellect,but don't do well in school,because of a lack of interest and never seem to break out of low-paying dead-end jobs.Nevertheless,they seem genuinely happy with their lives,unburdened by any sense of negative self-worth or the fact that they have not been a functional,contributing member of society.It's common to refer to them as unsocialized,but the dissocial sociopath does socialize to the mores and values of a dissocial out group,like a gang.Sociopaths identify and hold an allegiance with a dissocial,outcast,or predatory subculture,as long as it runs counter to established authority.They are capable of intense loyalty within these subcultures.A sociopath may look tough and resilient but is usually very fragile and can erupt very easily.They may be more cruel than crazy,they may be choosing not to control their urges,they know right from wrong,they know exactly what they're doing,and they are definitely NOT insane.The one thing that all sociopaths have in common is that they are "too much" for anyone to handle.
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Social Anxiety Disorder:

Excessive fear of embarrassment in social situations that is extremely intrusive and can have debilitating effects on personal and professional relationships.Also called social phobia.The symptoms and signs of social phobia include blushing,sweating,trembling,rapid heartbeat,muscle tension,nausea or other stomach discomfort,lightheadedness,and other symptoms of anxiety.Social phobia can be extremely disabling to a person's work,social and family relationships.People with this disorder tend to lead difficult and diminished lives.The emotional toll of the disease is great.Many people with social phobia have trouble reaching their educational and professional goals or even maintaining employment.They may depend on others financially and try to relieve anxiety with alcohol and drugs.In extreme cases,a person may begin to avoid all social situations and become housebound.
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